tell me, did Venus blow your mind? Was it everything you wanted to find? And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there? 

I thought I should blog a little to clear my mind on somethings that should be put out there, I was going to say paper, but clearly this is the internet. Anyway back to my blogging. My life has been too easy lately, I don’t know why I feel like it should be tougher, I would of never thought I’d actually be saying my life is easy. I’ve always struggled, of course I go to school work two jobs and pay bills, but honestly, work is fun, school is actually pretty easy right now and the fact that I seriously have some of the best friends anyone could ask for is probably why I think my life is so damn easy lately, but I’m gonna try to make it tougher, I like a challenge. My basic routine during the week is school, gym, work, homework and last week my routine was school, beach…haha how nice does that sound? Well, I’m probably gonna pick up more shifts, study more, I’m trying out for a calender next week so I’m going to hit up the gym more often. Well! In other news there is one thing that I find difficult, and that is not being awkward (and this only happens with one certain person) And I wonder if he sees it, I really hope not, or this post!

Another thing, I honestly hope you’re doing okay. I’m not trying to reach out to you because I know you wanted this. I always snicker at little things I think about that were between us, I’m sure you’re doing just fine, I know you always knew how to handle yourself well.